I wouldn't call it hate, that is really to strong a word, I think they were just annoyed at the fact that you would pretty often get depressed while you where chilling with us. Now personally I don't dislike you or anything like that, although I do agree that nobody likes it when someone in the group gets angry or depressed around everyone else because it just makes everyone around you feel bad (don't worry I'm guilty of it too sometimes as well.) I think if you really showed a change in attitude towards everyone else and had more fun and participated in more conversations with them/us you would definately regain thier respect. An apology for getting angry with us sometimes and being depressed pretty often while you where hanging out wouldn't hurt also, don't get me wrong I understand that you probably couldn't help it most of the time. Even if you can't help it you should still apologize though becuase it does make others feel bad when you are being depressed around them and when they try to help it does nothing and you don't try to tell anyone what is wrong or work out your problems with your friends it can really bother them, ya know? Just try these things and tell them you are trying to better yourself, I'm sure that, that will at least get Will, if not Gilbert to engage in a conversation with you. If Will starts giving you advice there are two things you can do, you can either chose to not listen and get mad at him, or you can take his advice the way he wishes everyone would and actually try his advice and see if it helps you any, or at the very least humor him and listen, and act like you will take his advice to heart. Trust me, I know he may seem to act like the kind of person who, "thinks he knows everything," believe me though I have known him long enough to tell you nine times out of ten his advice is the correct advice, so at least take it with a grain of salt instead of getting defensive with him. Give it a shot I will be here to talk to if you have no luck with them though so no worries! Just try and remember the things I am telling you and you should be fine.